It’s all relative.       Regardless, you are a work in progress, and like all that grows upward, there will be distraction, and impediment, and detriment….and the solution is as vague as the day your journey began, and  yet it is today that you can be free.  What do you long for?  What is the dream that keeps you up at night?  the voice that won’t let you lie to yourself longer than a day?  or two or three?  when all all the world has gone to sleep, who keeps you up at night?  Talk to Him.